I think we can all agree that T.S. Eliot
was talking out of his neck when he said that April was the cruelest month.
Every year, no matter where I am, January is a slow-moving, washed-out
nightmare of a month. It's been a little better since I stopped treating
Christmas as a 14 day drinking marathon, but I still feel like I carry this
month around in my chest as a solid and unwelcome sphere of blue.
Still, the days are already getting lighter
here in the far North. The horizonal light appears some time around 10.20 and by
lunch time the mountains and fjord are washed in silver. There are touches of
pink in the sky and the snow is a cold, cold shade of blue. There's a platform of crystaline ice by the waterside. I know I'd rather
be dealing with the year's awkward birth here than sitting on the platform at
Streatham Hill station.
We went away for Christmas this year. We spent it in the sunshine (or at least the daylight) of Madeira, 700km from the coast of Africa, 900 from Portugal. It was a surreal experience to see large butterflies dancing through the air on Christmas Eve. Madeira is a place that takes the season seriously, with illuminations, decorations and music, and the Funchal authorities had organised a lot of street performances by dancers and musicians. The programme was a mixture of local folk styles and Christmas standards. Having these performers playing in the background whenever we passed through town was a real highlight, although I wonder why the warmer countries don't write some alternative Christmas songs. It seems a little weird to sing "May all your Christmases be white," to an audience of people who are hoping the temperature won't drop below 20 degrees centigrade.
The landscape of Madeira is unlike any
other I know. It's a volcanic Island and in places it shows. The rocks jut out
at the coastal edge as if they were frozen in the act of self-creation, and you
can clearly see the different layers of lava.
And yet it's a lush, green, verdant place. The two botanical gardens above Funchal are both, in their very different ways, spectacular. When you follow the levadas (the man-made irrigation channels) through the valleys between villages you find farms set into mountain sides, the fields staggered in a series of steep steps. Dense masses of banana trees can be seen everywhere.
And yet it's a lush, green, verdant place. The two botanical gardens above Funchal are both, in their very different ways, spectacular. When you follow the levadas (the man-made irrigation channels) through the valleys between villages you find farms set into mountain sides, the fields staggered in a series of steep steps. Dense masses of banana trees can be seen everywhere.
Lavadas are often cut into the cliff-face and have a sheer drop on one side. |
Botanic gardens |
In Funchal there is a yellow coastal fort
which is open to the public and part of which has been turned into a
contemporary art museum.
While we were there the museum had a retrospective of
prints by Ilda Reis. Reis is dead now, but she had a 30 year career in the late
20th century using a variety of different engraving and printing techniques to
make complex, abstract, ink-based print works, many of which take a lot of
studying before they open up to the viewer. They are often less abstract than
they first seem and they have a broad visual vocabulary. Some seem to reference
images taken from microscopes—images of cells, small organisms and the
building-blocks of life. Looking at her work is a contemplative and personal
experience, like reading poetry. It seemed so far removed from most of the
contemporary art I'm accustomed to seeing in London galleries, and it struck me
as a different path art could have taken— less to do with
performative posturing, more quietly musical.
Coming back from Madeira, we discovered
that a storm had torn through Nordreisa and ripped our chimney from the roof of
our house, so we can't use our fireplace. To take an optimistic view of this, losing
our fireplace has given us cause to be glad about what would otherwise be
terrifyingly warm weather for the arctic in deepest winter. It's hardly dropped
below minus 4 these last two weeks, so we're in no danger of freezing as yet.
Spot the chimney. Clue: It's not on the roof. |
On returning we also discovered that I had
managed to disconnect the freezer before leaving for our holiday. We came back
to a metal box full of rotten food. The saddest thing about this was that
Marthe spent a lot of time in the autumn picking berries to cook with, and now
they are all lost, along with enough food to last several weeks. Bagging up
endless amounts of nauseatingly rancid mulch is as dispiriting a start to the
year as any, but I thought to myself while we were doing it that ultimately I
was obscenely fortunate to be able to lose so much food without fear of
starving to death.
Arctic night is more severe when you drop
yourself into it suddenly. When it comes on gradually it feels natural, but
after 10 days in the sun, coming back to near constant lightlessness was like
walking into a wall. I can feel it getting easier already though, as January
always does. The fjord is calm outside the cabin window. The sun is close
enough that the most distant patch of sky is the colour of day. Though I have
work to do, my time is my own.
Here's wishing you a gentle start to the
year. There's no reason 2013 can't be a good one.
Happy New Year! Oh you're so lucky to have been away for Christmas, in the sun and daylight. I'm not much of a Christmas person to start with, and I think this Polar Night time has been really hard this year. We're just waiting for January to end now. I look so much forward to the sun coming back, and so must you too!! Sorry about that freezer...
ReplyDeleteJanuary is brutal here in Scotland, so I can only imagine what it must be like further north. An injection of light and warmth sounds good self-preservation.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear about your wrong sort of melt.